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Friday, July 31, 2009

breakeven. : )

I'll never forget. I'll never lose faith. And i'll never regret.

The Script - Breakeven

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in
Cos I got time while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even

Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and your ok
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
Cos she's moved on while I'm still grieving
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven

What am I suppose to do when the best part of me was always you
What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and your ok
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces
(One still in love while the other ones leaving
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)

You got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm tryna make sense of what little remains
Cos you left me with no love, no love to my name.

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in
Cos I got tI'me while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you
What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and your ok
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces
(One still in love while the other ones leaving
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)

I know there's light. I see it, and I'm believing it. =)

Sunday, July 26, 2009

'Keeping a secret itself is a secret decision'

Howdy people :) Firstly, I'm truly sorry for not updating the blog for quite a 'while' xD Been busy with adaptations in life and sort. Well, yeah, I'm already settled in at the International Education Centre a.k.a INTEC in Section 17 of Shah Alam. It's a conducive place to study and all really, with the companion of great people all around, so i'd say the start to college is so far, great =) Let's see, registration took place at Kolej Cendana in Section 6 , Shah Alam , and yeah, in case ur wondering i'll be staying there for a year before moving to Kolej Cemara/Akasia in Section 17 during my 2nd year. First impressions were bleak, honestly. But then , come to think of it now, I actually DO love it a lot ;) Like they say , it's the company that makes the difference rather than the surroundings :)

We got to choose our roommates. And there we were (Chia Soon and me) clueless as to who we wanted as our housemates. Were among the first to check into the apartments and got another 4 other great people as our housemates :D 'There's 2 from Kedah including me , 2 from Penang and another 2 from Sarawak in my apartment'. Yesh, that was my usual answer when people assked me about my housemates. Well, almost a month had passed since then, and frankly, I'm feeling freaking lucky to get such great roomies xD Firstly, Mok Zi Hong and Bernard Poh Yi Zhe from Chung Ling High , Penang , two great people =) Also, Dickson Tan Shih Peng and Tiong Chang Hwa from Sarawak =) Last but not least, all the way to college from high school, Ooi Chia Soon xD The 6 of us got along really well and now it's like so comfortable to be in the same apartment! Oh well, life and it's magic ;)

At INTEC, scholars are divided into a few groups namely A-Level Medicine (ALM) , A-Level German (ALG) , A-Level UK (ALUK) , Russian Programme , Korean Programme , Japan Programme , Ausmat (AUSMAT) , Middle East Programme (MEP) and American Degree Foundation Programme (ADFP). As for me, I'm in no other than ALM. Usually, majority of the scholars are in ALM. But, we're all in INTEC together, so no boundaries aite? ;) This year's batch is labelled as ALM 10, signifying the tenth batch of A-Level Medicine students. As for the segregation of classes, there are quite and we are all separated according to our respective destinations. As for me , I'm happily in 10M7 =) Everyone's been great so far, helping one another as we go along. Of course, not forgetting great friends from other classes as well =) Togetherness is virtue =P

Moving on to the facilities, INTEC is actually a pretty decent preparatory college. For instance, it's library. I personally don't mind spending my weeks in there as its big and so new =P Okay okay, i admit. I've been mugging books in the library for weeks now and i'm enjoying it xD Oh yeah, was selected to participate in the INTEC Inter Programme Games (INPRO). Represented ALM in basketball and yeah after days of night training , I'd say i had fun =) We missed the semis by a point difference, but all I gotta say is that I had fun with my team mates and that's what matters the most to me ;) As for now, I'm back home for a mid-sem break which was brought forward due to the spreading of the A(H1N1) at the main campus. Will be back in college at the end of the week :) Nothing to worry about really ;)

I guess that's about it for now. Gotta run off to my assignments now =P To everyone out there, take care aite?

signing off,
kyzd

P.S - It feels good to be home xD