frustration kills. noticing helps.

You'd all but put the blame on your senses when you notice things, however minute they might be. Sometimes, it helps. Sometimes, noticing whatever it is that you did could change everything, and yes, everything. Changing everything, of course could mean for good or for worse. We'll never know. Life's predictably unpredictable and it sure does rhythm along with its ups and downs along the way. Fine, you noticed something that at some other time, or even better in someone else's position, was something that you could laugh off, that noticing it in the first place wasn't a big deal at all, and it'd never even the slightest bit bother you . But what if it puts you in the predicament that your dying to get out of? What if it catches you off guard and make you wanna scream your head off? Life's like that they say. And you just have to get along with it and all. Frankly, I'm puzzled. How true is it? Is it worth? Or is it not? Time tells, time heals. But what if time stops doing so? What would be left then? Don't mind me. I'm just freaking off the line right now.Urgh.

signning off,

kyzd

..simplicity really that simple?

wrong. right. wright?

Satisfied with my revisions for the day, i began to wonder. As i wondered, i thought. and i thought. Life has always been depicted as simple, and simple i thought, was from the way we see it, the way we put ourselves through it and the way we see others through it. it struck me that in order to view 'simplicity' , we go through our thoughts added with much deliberation in assessing what it really means.

After spending a few more minutes, i got myself a stand. And the way i see it, simplicity is achieved through a complexity of thoughts and what more so many other things that need not be mentioned, is simplicity really simple in context? 'Achieving simplicity is deceptively complex as it is a thoughtful process'. Though how hard i try to remain simple in my ways, i know , deep down inside, it's never gonna be that simple to be simple =) oh well, consider that some strings untied =P

signning off,

kyzd

yes i do. but it doesn't matter does it?

yes. i am frustrated. i am down. deep inside, i feel like dying. as if i can help it. bygones.

sometimes you see it, sometimes you just don't.

Mid-sem break! This one's welcomed really, especially after the last few weeks literally make me wanna admit that once again : I'm still coping with life..oh well =) Prep for topic tests filled the days that went by and yeah, though it was tiring , it was still memorable at the same time. Especially when u have great people around you to be serious and all quiet at the right times and yet, can go crazy within the span of a few seconds when it matters. =) all of you know who you are right, 2209? : )

College's been fun as always i guess, though at times i really felt like i've had enough of some things that had been happening. Let's just say some things are better left unsaid. and yes, i was disgusted. But people say what they want and it's really up to us whether to let it affect us or not, and after talking to a few close friends about it, I realised how stereotype I was about things. Been there, done that. What can't kill you wouldn't hurt you no more. So yeah, I'm feeling perfectly fine at the moment.

Will be back at AS from tomorrow onwards until the 30th of August. Will be coming back a few days earlier to Subang i guess. As usual, hate the rushing. =) Oh well, since i don't really feel like updating much, I'll be leaving it this way for a while. Maybe the next few days? Who knows? =P

signing off,

kyzd