trials and tribulations they say? will it ever end, will it not? frankly, i don't know.

I feel much better today after having a good rest last night. To tell u the truth, i've not felt as tired as yesterday for quite a while. No, hold on. I've felt more tired than that preparing for SPM. It's just that physical exertion and the fatigue and mental strain that comes with it satisfy me at times ;) times when i don't have anything i really need to do =)

I'm not sure about any plans i have today. I'll be heading to ASRC later in the afternoon for another game of badminton and meet-up with Nic, Churn and Chia Yang plus a few others ( Ooi!!).haha..It'd be fun and for that i'm sure of it XD Not really sure whether we'll be going out for any gatherings or not tonight. We'll see..

Okay, enough of crapping. I've been thinking for quite some time about something actually.Err..here goes :

You know how it feels when anyone complains about the pain they feel and the stark reality they have to go through in the process of getting or even, losing something or someone? Whatever it is, the point there which strikes me is : why do we have to go through so much to get something? I'm not trying to pose any act of immaturity here but i'm sure all of u have heard of the saying, 'no pain, no gain" right? It's really common and..ah, hell with the sayings..

So what if i wanna gain something without having to feel any pain?? and so what if i choose any easy way to achieve whatever i wanna achieve and suffer no loss or pain at all?? That thought keeps on hovering in my head and finally, i've come up with an understanding of my own - something that would just shut the problem up, permanently i hope. I've set my mind on it, and yeah, i'm gonna give it all for it : i'm determined XD

All i can say is God is fair and with everything u get, it's gonna be another thing that u lose..I would say it's pretty much like the economy nowadays :

• The economy flops - global financial downfall - the occurence of the Tiger year or something whereby economist predicts a slump in share markets be it Wall Street, BSKL or whatever it's name is.
• For example, in our country, the prices of gasoline surges up and then comes down. Foodstuff and other materials on the other hand, keeps on going up and down too.
• You see, their relatively complementing each other, whereby when the petrol prices goes up, so does the foodstuff and vice versa, plus other things come down to accomodate the gains and losses caused.
• In short, we gain something, and we lose some other things at the same time.

I apologise if the metaphor is pretty out of context but i'm currently in such a state of mind where i'd try to look at things from a complex and sophisticated kinda perpective. Maybe i should try to be simpler in that manner?? I don't know. Now, i'll have  another contradiction to think about for a few days ahead..lol..

Neways, gotta go settle my stuff now.Catch u people later then ;) Take some time and give it a thought, it might help, might not, who cares? XD

signing off,

kyzd